walk to remember.......

today, i just watched suju fanmade video titled 'walk to remember'...

its consist of suju personal comments on each other,,and their journey from a trainee to a famous celebrity..

a very touching video indeed,,and shows how hard working they are,,even they're sick..they still insist to perform on stage,,suju can't be saperated....they love each other soo much...

because of that...teru-teru bozu suddenly pop in my head.....

we used to be like that too right??

from an idea of building a japanese club at my previous highschool....we spoke to our sensei...

we have gone throught a lot of hardship too...

the first time we could acctualy make it as an official school activities club,,,we all really happy...

but...not just long after that...quarrel started in our own club...

hatred. suspicion. divided friendship-ness.

how can it be like this??

i thought we would stay together for...long...or maybe...forever...

but why is it turn out like this??

was i the only one who genuinely love TTB???

first,,my own 'oniichan' who established the idea on making this club...suddenly walk away from it...

then my 'neechan'...then my 'kouhai'...because she finally realized that many of the TTB member hate her attitude....

i actually never thinks bad of her...and i already have the idea of bringing them together again....but i failed...

why was i feel burdened all alone like this???

why're we become divided like this??

were we all family???

and the one who actually work very hard for this club is my own sensei,,,she really is amazing,,,we even make some surprise present for her,,to show our gratitude and thanks for taking care of us and provided everything for TTB....

but why are we seems like splittin up??

we're not as united as we used to be,,back in the old days....

why are we like this???

won't we make sensei sad if it goes like thiss???

why am i the only one who really thinks of you guys as family??

was i the only one who really really love u guyss??

everytime we planned to go together it always failed...well..even if we did success,,,we still walk seperately...

its sad...

i really love TTB and i want TTB to be last forever....

i really want to cry while typing this blog...cause i really-really miss TTB...and i hoped we could be real family....

 

 

i really miss you guys...

lets work hard for TTB and sensei......