Jumat, 29 Januari 2010

KYUHYUN IS THE NEW SUKIRA DJ!!! HHA



seriously!!! i have noo idea!! i'm really excited over it!! LOL
hhaa,,it is actually because hyukie came kinda late due too the bad wheater and other business,,so sukira called kyuhyun instead to replace him,,^^
althought hyukie finally come to sukira,,he just have to let his 'seat' being monopolied by our magnae kyuu just for a day,,hha

"i actually very busy, but when sukira called me,,of course i have to say YES!! when will i get this opportunity as sukira's DJ ever again?? "


said kyuu,,^^

Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010

Listen to You - KyuHyun SuJu

Aninde naneun aninde juhngmal iguhn mari andweneunde
Pabeul muhguhdo jami deul ddaedo michyuhnneunji geudaeman boyuhyo

Uhnjena nareul jongil namaneul motsalgehae miwuhnneunde
Uhttuhke naega uhttuhke geudael saranghage dwaenneunji isanghajyo

Nae maeumeun geudaereul deudjyo muhribootuh balkkeutkkaji
Chingoodeul nareul nollyuhdo nae gaseumeun modoo geudaeman deullyuhyo

Hanadoolset geudaega wootjyo soomi muhjeul guhtman gatjyo
Geudae misoreul damasuh maeil sarangiran yorihajyo yuhngwuhnhi

I love you Love you Love you
Love you Love you Love you yeah

Wae geudaen nareul jamshido nareul gamandooji anhneun guhnji
Giga makhigo uh ee uhbsuhdo nae gaseumeun geudaeman boolluhyo

Geudael wihaesuh yoril haneun nan hwiparame shini najyo
Hwanhage wooseul geudae moseube soneul bedo nae mameun haengbokhajyo

Nae maeumeun geudaereul deudjyo muhribootuh balkkeutkkaji
Chingoodeul nareul nollyuhdo nae gaseumeun modoo geudaeman deullyuhyo

Hanadoolset geudaega wootjyo soomi muhjeul guhtman gatjyo
Geudae misoreul damasuh maeil sarangiran yorihajyo yuhngwuhnhi

Uhnjenga bami jinagago ddo bami jinagago ddo bami jina na giuhki heemihaejyuhdo
Uhnjena nae mameun misojitneun nae nooneun dduhnaji anhgeddago geudael yuhngwuhnhi

Nae maeumeun geudaereul deudjyo muhribootuh balkkeutkkaji
Sesangi modoo woosuhdo nae gaseumeun modoo geudaeman deullyuhyo

Hanadoolset geudaega wootjyo soomi muhjeul guhtman gatjyo
Geudaeui gireul damasuh maeil saranghanda kiseuhajyo yuhngwuhnhi

Love you Love you Love you
Love you Love you Love you Oh my baby my love



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okaaayy!!! i've too post this cause this is my newest hubby songs!!! wkwkwkwk XPP 
download it ---->[here]

Senin, 04 Januari 2010

pool of sadness

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now its all leaked again. breakdown. bloodshot tears. aching heart.

all of my 'bad' memories suddenly appeared again ...and i can't stop myself from crying over it....
...because..i have endure for quite a long time now....
..outside...i always put this thick 'mask' so that my heart could withstand any hardship too...

...like being neglected and thrown aside....
...thats probably what hurt me always everyday...

...and i just try to walk around it and just 'smile' and the one who did it...
...cause  i already think of them as 'friend'...but i guess they're still not ready to 'accept' me yet...

...of course..i chit chat some with them...but they're still look more 'antusiastic' more if its only the two of them...

...it IS really visible in my eyes...

...right now i only want FRIENDS...

...i don't care about BOYFRIEND...and i don't care if i can't find any SOULMATES for the rest of my life...

...all i want now is just....be friend with someone...

...having normal conversation....laugh together...making jokes together....

...i have lost my laugh since i graduated from senior highschool.......

......i miss my senior high friends...they're really understands me...and thats really makes me happy...

ah.....crying some bloodshot tears really lifted up my bad feeling a little...and i'm feeling much more lighter....haaaa

...wish i could stop being this emo-ish kid...im just making myself more and more tired every single day....=_=