walk to remember.......

today, i just watched suju fanmade video titled 'walk to remember'...

its consist of suju personal comments on each other,,and their journey from a trainee to a famous celebrity..

a very touching video indeed,,and shows how hard working they are,,even they're sick..they still insist to perform on stage,,suju can't be saperated....they love each other soo much...

because of that...teru-teru bozu suddenly pop in my head.....

we used to be like that too right??

from an idea of building a japanese club at my previous highschool....we spoke to our sensei...

we have gone throught a lot of hardship too...

the first time we could acctualy make it as an official school activities club,,,we all really happy...

but...not just long after that...quarrel started in our own club...

hatred. suspicion. divided friendship-ness.

how can it be like this??

i thought we would stay together for...long...or maybe...forever...

but why is it turn out like this??

was i the only one who genuinely love TTB???

first,,my own 'oniichan' who established the idea on making this club...suddenly walk away from it...

then my 'neechan'...then my 'kouhai'...because she finally realized that many of the TTB member hate her attitude....

i actually never thinks bad of her...and i already have the idea of bringing them together again....but i failed...

why was i feel burdened all alone like this???

why're we become divided like this??

were we all family???

and the one who actually work very hard for this club is my own sensei,,,she really is amazing,,,we even make some surprise present for her,,to show our gratitude and thanks for taking care of us and provided everything for TTB....

but why are we seems like splittin up??

we're not as united as we used to be,,back in the old days....

why are we like this???

won't we make sensei sad if it goes like thiss???

why am i the only one who really thinks of you guys as family??

was i the only one who really really love u guyss??

everytime we planned to go together it always failed...well..even if we did success,,,we still walk seperately...

its sad...

i really love TTB and i want TTB to be last forever....

i really want to cry while typing this blog...cause i really-really miss TTB...and i hoped we could be real family....

 

 

i really miss you guys...

lets work hard for TTB and sensei......

self-learn hangul

Hyaaaaaaa,,,

hr nii nenke liburrr slama semingguu!!!! yaayayayayayayayayayayayayay!!!1 XDD

brarti slaen ngerjain tugas yg menumpuk,,nenke jg akhir na ad waktu bwt gmbr lg n tamatin nonton dvd" suju yg ud nenke blii d,,,wkwkwkwk

hr pertama libur td,,w bangun siaanngg,,jm 12,,hhaa parahh,,

bis kmaren na br bisa tidur jm 5,,paraahh,, sebener na c,,,ud ngantuk dr jm 1 na,,cman tiap kli merem in mata,,ky langsung mimpi buruk gt d,,terus pas mau melek in mata lg rasa na susaahh bgt,,

ud melek c,,cman badan na susaahh bgt di gerakin,,ky blm nyatu gt d pikiran na,,knp y bisa gt?? LOL jd serem ndiiriii,,

terus,,gr" bangun siang,,w lgsg mandi,,bis tuu mkn sarapan smbl nonton suju fullhouse,,

di situ w jg skalian blajar nulis" hangul lg,,hhaa alhamdulilaahhh ud lumayan bisaaa!!! gara" ituu baca na jg ud bisaaa,,tinggal di latih lagi aj sama di hapalin hangul na,,hhaa

HWAITIINNGGG!!!!

 nii,,,random pic ,,cman mw pamer aj,,hhaa XPP

sii ganteng magnae kyuhyuniee <3<3<3

.:at marche:.

hyaaaaa,,baru sempet nulis hari nii dah,,bis kmaren pulang na ud lumayan malem pas hari minggu na,,,wkwkwkwk

jadii,,pas hari minggu kmaren, w sama kluarga w mkn" di marche PS,,soal na nyokap sama tante w ultah,,

tnyata marche di sana beda bgt sama yg di kuningan ituu,,,

tempat na lbh lucuu,,,hhaa

pokok na ada ky air mancur na,,terus ad tempat makan yg bentuk na gondola gt,,pokok na kereen d,,*hha ndesoo* XPP w aj sempet poto di gondola na wkwkwkwk,,

cman yg bnr" bikin w shock ituu,,kn di marche kta ky di ksh kartu gt kn,,jd tiap klii ntar mw mkn ap kartu kta di cap,,trus pas ud selse br di billing,,

nah,,klo kartu na mpe ilank,,denda na 1JUTAA!!! w ulangin, 1JUTAA!!!!

parah bgt kn,,brasa high class bnr nii restoran,,hhaa *mank iya c*

terus,, pas w nyari makan ,,w ngeliat ky steak sapi gt,,nama na 'wagyu',,

wah,,wagyu ?? paan nii??

eh,,,c adek w malah mesen begituan,,pas tanya sama mas" na,,kt na wagyu ituu daging sapi yg di manjakan,,dr jpg,,weleehh,,dimanjakan?? hhaa,,

yasuu,,gara" ituu,,w pesen jg d,,gr" penasaran,,cman pas liat hrg na,,

300RB???!!!!!!! DKJFPIWH#&%)(^*

waduuuhh,,,gmn nii??!!! w ud terlanjur peseeennn,,DX

awal" na w sempet mw ngebatalin pesenan na,,cman ps di pikir" lg,,'oia,,kn nii mkn" na nyokap ma tante w,,brarti mereka traktir kn??? yasu d,,hha' parah bgt w pokok na,,XPP

pdhl daging na kaga gede" amat,,terus rasa na jg ga beda sama steak sapi yg laen,,*ato mungkin w ga bs ngebedain gr" jarang mkn steak klii XPP*

cman bis makan wagyuu tuu,,w langsung kenyang!!! sumpah beneraann!!! LOL

pdhl na td na w ud mw mkn macem" biar penuhin kartu na sama cap sampe 10cap,,hhaa

tapi beneran,,dessert aj mpe ga masuk!! kn gara" ngeliat suju EHB yg kata na 'di perut kta itu ad ruang buat nasi sama ad ruang buat dessert'

pas w mikir gt,,w kira 'waahh~mungkin klo w mkn dessert dulu,,w bs ngerasa laper lg kli y'

tapi,tnyata dugaan w salaah,,

makan satu kue coklat aj w kudu pelan",,nyaris ga habis malah,,soal na mank ud penuh bgt,,DX

adek w jg yg biasa na makan byk,,juga kenyang gara" wagyu doank,,mkn dessert aj kaga dy,,

tnyata,,istimewa na wagyu ituu kli y?? bikin cepet kenyang,,wkwkwkwk

terus,,kt kk sepupu w,,'wagyu' bisa na di makan sama raja? di jepang?? lol tw d,,^^

hyaaaa,,,tp untung d ud sempet nyobain wagyu,,,hhaa,,,mungkin ga bkl prnh lagi soal na hrg na MAHAAALLL AJJAA!!! klo w ud jd org kaya d br w puas"in mkn wagyu lg,,wkwkwkwk XDD

sebener na w sempet poto" di marche na,,cman w upload di FB aj ah,,

w msk in poto nii aj ah,,w iseng" poto di distro dkt sushi tei,,bis kaca na byk,,hhaa mirror addict,,lol

 

eh,,w ktemu sama maully senpai di situ,,dy yg nyapa c,,sampe kaget,,hhaa

bis dr senayan,,w lgsg ke ITC bsd,,selain nyokap mw blanja di carrefour na,,w jg mw bli kaos kaki lucu" ky yg suju pake sama dvd suju,,hhaa

tnyata w lgsg nemu dvd suju na lg,,tp w nemu yg laen lg,,suju yg mystery6, EHB, pin up boys, sama 1st premium live japan,,WOOWW!!!

ayolaaahhh!!! nambah lg duunkkk,,w brharap yg mini drama jg ad dvd na,,wkwkwk

pas w nyobain dvd na,,mba" na jg ikutan ktawa lg ngeliat c eunhyuk yg pas di english village,,

hhaa,,baguss,,,tertular lah dgn suju,,wkwkwk

eh,,tnyata suju yg fullhouse teks na lkp,,tp yg BOB mank kaga ad teks na,,

w tw na pas di rmh lg,,w jd ga bliin d bwt hanchaann,,cman untung na dy ga marah,,dy mw nyoba nyari sendiri di poin square,,huuffhh,,,

aiihhhh!!! senangnyooo nenke akhir na bisa ngeliat tampang suju di tipii!! lebih puass!!!!! bisa nonton sambil tiduran,,wkwkwk klo di komputer mata w lbh cepet capek,,terus duduk na jg capek,,LOL

hahaha,,,tired but happy,,\(^w^)/

Hari sabtu ini,, nenke sebener na ud niat pgn ga msk kuliah lg,,hhaa tau dah maless,,tp akhir na nenke bela"in soal na mank ud ga msk 3x hari sabtu,,jd mw ga mw,,terus nenke jg ud rencana mw ktemu ma ukee,,XDD

Pas nyampe di kampus td pagi,,temen w nyapa w,,

"oy! ra!,"

*wave hand*

"lhoo?? kok bawa kubus lg??,"

"hwee?? mank na ud ga bawa" lagi y??,"

"iyaa,,kn hari ini di suruh na bw kemeja,handuk, sama lilin...,"

".....WADUUHH!!!,"

hhaa,,kebodohan nenke,,,slama tiga kli ga msk kaga ad inisiatif nanya ke temen kudu bw ap aj,,swt100x

sebener na c kmaren mlm ud sempet pgn sms sherly,,cman nenke pikir 'ah, plg an msh di suruh gmbr" kubus lg, jd blm ad tugas'...

tetapi,,dugaan nenke yg bodoh itu tnyata salaaahhh,,,hha

awal na nenke sempet bingunk,,ud takut aj ntar ga blh ikutan kuliah,,>.<

tapi,,nenke akhir na nyoba nanya langsung ke dosen na,,*sempet dikit takut soal na menurut nenke tampang na rada gimanaa~gt,,XPP*

'ummm,,kak,,kmaren saya ga msk,,jd bahan" na ga bw,,terus gmn?'

'ohh,,ga papa kok,,kamu barengan sama temen mu aj?'

'hwaa,,oh,,makasih kak,'

'ALHAMDULILAAAHH' dlm hati w,,hhaa

hari saptu w ga jd hancur gara" kecerobohan diri w ndiri,,wkwkwk lega100x

dan mata kuliah ptama brjalan dgn lancar,,^^

pas msk mata kuliah kedua,,,aissshhhhh!!!!!!! malesss aj!!!! bhs inggriss yg gejee,,dosen na pun ga jelas tiap kli nerangin,,,c akbar tanjuung ituu,,,hhaa

alhasil,,slama matkul bhs ing,,nenke cman iseng bkn doodle dah sm ngobrol",,

slesai kuliah,,dpt lagi bisikan setan bwt skip club lagii,,hhaa *males na diriku* XPP

tapiii~~~c ochi kn jg br selse kuliah sore,,jd,,w hrs ikut club!!!! HARUS KTEMU OCHI HR INI JG!!

dan pikiran ini yg terus nyemangatin nenke,,hha

pas ud nyampe di club na,,nenke jd ke inget,,

'oh iya,,c momo monche kn klo ga slh ad kls manga jg hr ni,,barengan pula,,kira" org na yg mana y??'

krn nenke msk na sedikit telat gara" bli takoyaki,,*sebener na c ga telat,,cman ud rada rame aj pas w dtg*

pas msk kelas na,,ud pd rame aj,,duduk bkn lingkaran,,ngobrolin entah ap,,

eh,,c david ad jg,,yasu,,ikutan aj ah nimbrung,,

awal na w kira 2 cewek yg ikutan nimbrung tuu senpai" na,,

eh,,pas senpai *lupa nama na* dtg,,tnyata mereka ikutan duduk di belakang,,hhaa brarti sesama murid,,LOL

terus pas dgr c david manggil" 'onche?' nenke lgsg nengok,,hwee??

terus langsung nenke tny ke c david,,

'eh,,sapa td nama dy?'

'ohh,,dy,,onche'

jangan" dy c momo monche lg,,

nenke kurang begitu yakin,,jd nenke memberanikan diri bwt nanya org na lgsg,,

'eh,,umm,,lw jurusan ap?'

'sastra inggris'

'momo monche bukan? yg di FB?'

'ah! matsuyama nenke ya?'

'iyaaaa'

itulah awal perkenalan singkat kami,,halah,,hha

bis selse kelas manga na,,c momo negor w lg,,

'ra, langsung pulang?'

'..eh? ga mw ktemu c ochi dulu,,^^'

'waa,,dmn?'

'di blok m,,^^'

terus pas jalan ke pintu keluar, momo tny lagi,,

'tau suju drmana?'

'oh,dr c ochi..hha'

'waaa,,w jg tau dr temen w jg'

'hhaa,,awal na w pikir,apaan c suju banyak bgt ad 13 org..eh tapi pas nyoba liat" video na di youtube, jd suka d,,hha'

'ooo,,wa jg gtu..terus suka sapa di suju?'

'kyuu!!! XDD'

'oh,,iyaa,,lupa",,'

'w jg suka sungmin,lumayan,,lw suka heechul y?'

'hhaa,,iyaaa dunkk!! *nikoniko*'

hyaaaa,,,pokok na bis ituuu kta msh sempet ngobrol" d d dpn nippon club na,,dan akhir na kta bertukar no hape,,hhaa

hope we could be nice friends!! (^0^)/

nenke lgsg pergi naek taksi dah ke blok m square,,

pikir nenke bkl cpt nyampe klo naek taksi,,

tnyataaa,,,ga,,^^;

taksi na dengan sukses kna macet di senayaann,,hhaaiii

untung ga lamaa,,^^

pas msh d taksi,,w d telp ma ochi,,dan dgn mengejutkan dy bilang,,

'film astroboy blm ad'

aissshhhh!!!!! terus gmn nii?? pikir w,,

yasuu,,w blg aj d k dy,,kta jln" aj d sana,,

pas nyampe di blok m square na,,dgn perasaan rada malu gr" hrs bw kotak putih gede kmn",,w cuek jln ke sana na,,

pas nyampe d dpn ky gedung gt,,w diliatin 2 satpam,,yg tiba" lgsg bilang 'ih bw bom! bw bom!'

aisshhh!!!!! w bnr" takut di sangka teroris!!! tapi,,w lgsg pura" cuek aj tetep jln,,

akhir na pas nyampe di bs na,,w lgsg copotin selotip yg ad di kubus na terus lgdg w lipet msk in tas,,hhaa

selama di bs,,w sama uke ktawa" crita ttg sujuu,,terus kta jg bagi" video mp3 sama piku-piku na suju,,hhaa

kta ELF!!! wkwkwkwkwk

bis makan di foodcourt na,,kta terus jln" bentar,,

kta liat" dvd,,

d na cman iseng" doank,,cman pas tiba" kta nemu suatu gmbr yg terlihat seperti suju 'idol world' dan tnyata ituu benaarrr,,kta langsung girang bukan maeenn!!!!!

KYAAAA!!!!! SUJUUU!!! YAOLOOHH!!! KOK BISAA??!!! GILAAA!!!

begitulaahh,,haha,,^^;

terus pas kta jg nemu suju full house ma BOB,,tambah girang lah kta bdua,,

sebuah keajaiban!!! di tengah tumpukan dvd dorama korea ,,,ad suju yg nyelipp!!! hhaaaii,,

cman bis itu kesenangan kta lgsg ilank,,soal na dvd yg fullhouse sm BOB kaga ad subtitle na,,T_T

aissshhh!!!!!!! pdhl w pgn bgt ntn BOB sm fullhouse!!!1 hweee,,,

yasu akhir na kami merelakan dan cman bli idol  world doank,,

bis ituu,,kta akhir na jalan ke bp,,

sampe di sana kta lgsg nyari kaca bwt narsiiss!!! hhaaa,,

awal na di kaca samping lift lantai 1,,tapi gagal,,kaca na kotorr!!!

terus kta naek lift ke lantai 5,,*kt c uke kaca na bersihan*

cman pas di liat,,sm aj kotor na,,gagal juga,,^^;

kta akhir na turun lg,,percobaan ktiga,,poto di toilet!!! XDD

jd na c lumaya bgs,,untung udah ga byr lg,,hhaa

 

kaga ada gaya laen w,,wkwkwk

pas kta mw plg,,kta akhir na br ngelewatin KACA GEDE tmpt lift 'tersembunyi' yg biasa kta naekin bwt lgsg ke gramed,,

AAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

wa spontan lgsg nunjuk ke arah kaca tuu,,

eh,,terus tanpa pikir pjg kta lgsg lari ke sana,,n puas"in narsis,,

'aiissshhh!!!!!!! kenapa bisa sampe lupa c klo ad kaca di siniii??!!! ya ampuunn!!!!! ud capek" naek turun lift sampe ke toilet pula!!!'

'tau nii!!!! ah parah bgt!!!! haaa'

kta pun tetep brnarsis ria smbl ngomel" ndiri ga jelas hhaa,,

 

waa,rada nge-blur,,lol

bis ituu kta pulang d,,

waaaa,,walopun hari ini bisa di bilang 'happy day' yg rada ga jelas,,cman nenke seneng bgt,,hhaa

sedih na cman pas pulang ga bs tidur di mobil gara" keponakan brantem,,=_=;

AAAAAAAA!!!!!!! BARU INGET!!!

oiyaaa!!!! ya ampuunn,,,nenke bodoh bgt dah kejadian ini blm di critaiinn,,walah,,mank dasar na baru pertama klii c bikin blog jd bingung dah apa yg harus di critain,,hhaa

jadiiiii,,,waktu hari slasa kmaren,,w berniat bolos mata kuliah kedua bareng ma temen w,,hhaa *paraah*

terus,,tmen w ngajak w kaya ke bazaar gt di kampus anggrek,,yasu,,w ikut" aj d,,sapa tau ad yg bisa di belii,,eh,,tnyata mank banyak bgt yg bisa di belii!!! awawawawawawaw

w jd bingunk ndiri,,banyak baju lucuu,,,kalung lucuuu,,tas lucuuu,,aksesoris lucuu,,purezento ada pula,,haduuhh,,,eh w akhir na bli baju spongebob ma es krim dr korea gt d,,ahaaaaiii!!! XDD w bli es krim taiyaki lhoo,,yuumm!!! truss,,w jg bliin bwt adek n nyokap d rmh,,

tp sedih na,,nyampe rumah leleh dah smuaa!!! huaaa,,,taiyaki na jg,,pala ikan na jd penyet ud ga berbentuukk,,untung rasa na msh enak,,

hyaaa,,gara-gara ngambil na dr webbie,,tulisan korea na jd ke-mirror dah,,-_-;

hontoni arigatou ne,,,sherly n indah ud ngajak nenke,,akhir na nenke bisa ngobrol jg sama 2 org ituuu,,hhaa

nothing to do,,,=_=

aaarrrgghh!!!

today i was planning to download dragonica online on my computer,,and I HAVE wait patiently for hours till it finish to be downloaded,,,,,but,,,,it failed,,,FAILED!!! after 18%,,,it stop,,,baahh!!! why do this things always happen to mee?? failure after failure,,

because of that,,i'm back to my habit of watching youtube,,XPP

hhaa,,and webcam whore-ing,,XPP *i really luv that thing,,hhaa*

 

aaaa,,,i think i need to cut my fringe again,,LOL

donghae odong,,hhaa

aduuuhhh,,,kmaren-kmaren niat na mank mw rajin nulis blog,,tapi pas buka bingunk mw nulis apa n crita ap,,hha

yasu d,,nenke crita ttg suju aj d kli nii,,*maklum lg demen-demen na*

hhaa,,jd kmaren ituu nenke iseng" liat video-video suju yg kocak dr youtube,,eh terus w nemu video diary yg pas di adonis camp,,

crita na c leeteuk 'self camera' gitu ps lg mw maen keyboard,,*tp w kaga ngerti dy ngmg ap soal na ga ad sub TxT*

pas lg maen ,,tiba-tiba c donghae muncul n langsung nyanyi kaga jelas,,*ngerecokin aj sumpah! hha*

eh,,terus c hyukie jg ikutan dah gangguin c leeteuk,,

y ampuunn~~~lg enak-enak jg,,hhaa

eh,,terus c donghae malah mw ikutan jg maen keyboard,,awal na dy salah gt d teken not na,,cman bis itu dy bisa,,tnyata donghae bs maen keyboard jg!!!! hhaa,,,mana lagu na kocak bgt lg,,bnr" ky c donghae!! hhaa,,

eh,,c hyukie jg ga mw kalah,,

dy langsung ngegeser c donghae yg msh maen serius-serius na,,

tnyata c hyukie jg bisa maen!!! dy maenin lg westlife gt d,,yg awal lyric na 'an empty street, an empty house , a hole inside my heart' ituu d,,hyukie jg bisa lg nyanyiin na,,kereeenn,,hha

eh,,c leeteuk na jd speechless aj d ngeliatin mereka bdua,,hhaa

biar lbh jelas na,,nenke ksh liat video na aj d,,nii:

kira-kira begitulah tampang w pas ngeliat video na~~~hhaa c kyuu aj mpe gelii~~~wkwkwk